Well, those of you who have read my literature deviations should know that I'm experiencing a huuuuge crush.

...I've liked him since I met him.
I also found out he liked me, and some of the things he does and says points to that he still does like me.

Problem?
He has a girlfriend.

HOW COME HE HAS TO HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?! SERIOUSLY!? I HAVE TO HAVE THE WORST LUCK EVER!!!!!

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He makes me feel so safe though...
Maybe I'm just overreacting, maybe I'm just hopped up on this dude because he's nice.

Then again, the way he acts when I'm around.
Always wanting to be around me, always inviting me over to hang out...
According to other people, that's odd behavior out of him.

I keep wondering if he has some sort of motive that's NOT in my favor, but I don't know.
It's difficult to decide, it really is.

Yesterday, I really had nowhere to go.
My ex-boyfriend had been stalking me in school and outside of school, so, I skipped to be with this other guy.
I told him I could be coming in the morning and he tells me to just walk in, close the door behind me, and crawl in the bed with him...since he'll be sleeping.

Ahem. I was nervous, but that's exactly what I did.
I was happy, actually. We hugged and cuddled up to get warm before sleeping for a bit...then laying there talking.

He makes me feel so safe, I love being in his arms, I really do..
When I have problems, I always talk to him about them and he always seem to make me feel better..

I don't know what it is about him, but he intrigues me.
We've known each other for a good two or three years and I've liked him for all of those years too..
Bah! I can't get him out of my head!
I just want to be next to him all the time.